Thursday, December 6, 2012

12/5

thankful for

1) getting a lot of work done today. 
going to be working on a special project for the rest of the week
and wanted to get my current work finish up.
almost done (I think).

2) podcasts. 
specifically this one podcast that I listen to every once in a while about history,
called "hardcore history."
the host, 
someone named Dan Carlin,
talks about history with such enthusiasm 
that it's not hard to just breeze through his 1-2 hour podcasts.
very detailed explanations
and insightful opinions.

3) green tea.
I've been drinking a cup before going to sleep for a couple of days now.


Tuesday, December 4, 2012

12/4

thankful for

1) five guys burger. just can't get enough of it.
and best fries ever, seriously.

2) the opportunity to walk around outside during work.
left the desk for a bit to go pay rent
(and also to pick up my phone, which forgot at home),
and the weather was great.
I went to a little coffee bean store that I always pass by to go to work that
also sold coffee to-go,
and tried their americano.
sipping coffee and walking through East Village was refreshing.

3) chocolate-covered raspberry creme thin mints.
I was reaching that point of sleepiness at work,
and every time I popped a couple of these in my mouth
I was functioning again.
it was my steady flow of sugar today.

12/3

thankful for

1) 6 hours of sleep. it was so wonderful. no bouts with sleepiness during work. why can't I do this more often.

2) madelines. manager brought some from France, and they are just wonderful with coffee.

3) having a elementary/junior high/high school friend in the city. met him after work and watched monday night football. caught up with life as we watched. it's just nice how I can just talk to this guy as if I had been meeting him always.

Monday, December 3, 2012

lend me your ears

suddenly remembered a Shakespeare piece and started reading it,

from "Julius Casesar":

Friends, Romans, countrymen, lend me your ears;
I come to bury Caesar, not to praise him.
The evil that men do lives after them;
The good is oft interred with their bones;
So let it be with Caesar. The noble Brutus
Hath told you Caesar was ambitious:
If it were so, it was a grievous fault,
And grievously hath Caesar answer'd it.
Here, under leave of Brutus and the rest -
For Brutus is an honourable man;
So are they all, all honourable men -
Come I to speak in Caesar's funeral.
He was my friend, faithful and just to me:
But Brutus says he was ambitious;
And Brutus is an honourable man.
He hath brought many captives home to Rome
Whose ransoms did the general coffers fill:
Did this in Caesar seem ambitious?
When that the poor have cried, Caesar hath wept:
Ambition should be made of sterner stuff:
Yet Brutus says he was ambitious;
And Brutus is an honourable man.
You all did see that on the Lupercal
I thrice presented him a kingly crown,
Which he did thrice refuse: was this ambition?
Yet Brutus says he was ambitious;
And, sure, he is an honourable man.
I speak not to disprove what Brutus spoke,
But here I am to speak what I do know.
You all did love him once, not without cause:
What cause withholds you then, to mourn for him?
O judgment! thou art fled to brutish beasts,
And men have lost their reason. Bear with me;
My heart is in the coffin there with Caesar,
And I must pause till it come back to me.

I've never heard this acted out,

but as I read it, 

I could just feel the sadness that pours out of the speaker. 

his sarcasm when he calls Brutus "honourable" is biting every time,

and his delivery of counter-examples of Caesar's "ambition" comes out in force. 

and the last part,

"bear with me, my heart is in the coffin there with Caesar, and I must pause till it come back to me"

made me pause in awe.

haven't read Shakespeare in a while,

and when I did, I didn't feel much for it,

but this makes me think about reading some again.

Sunday, December 2, 2012

12/2

thankful for

1) the 30 minute nap I got while waiting for the 1st service sermon to end. I really needed it

2) my small group. nice kids, and they're involved in the discussion

3) being home before 7. it's been a while

12/1

thankful for

1) 2012. thought it'd be too cliche if I wrote this on 12/31. I'll probably get into detail with specifics in time

2) the praise team. practicing all day is actually not bad now. good people to be around with

3) my guitar. I thank my past self for shelling out my life savings at that time to buy it, just because I saw a cartoon about it and thought it was cool.
I won't be exaggerating if I say that it is what brought and kept me close to God since leaving for college. 

Saturday, December 1, 2012

11/30

thankful for

1) this scene


a full moon in the early morning.
I'm supposing that it's shining really brightly because the sun is almost up and therefore giving more sunlight to reflect.

2) staying awake at work when I don't really deserve it. I really should get more sleep

3) the boss' blessing of a week well done before heading out for the weekend