lookout (2)

well, here it is:

enough space to snug myself in.

but tonight is too cold for that,

so some other time.

lookout

with the weather becoming warmer,

I should get rid of all those bottles in my windowsill

and make it into a space where I can just sit with the window open--

enjoy the breeze and the view.

the long haul

during the church message today (ruth 4),

there was a short mention about how a quest for a woman's heart is like a battle

(I think it was related to the moment when boaz sets out to confront the kinsman redeemer,

who might potentially take ruth in as his wife if he decides to),

going through ups and downs,

lasting short or long.


remembered it when I came home,

had some time so I drew (on a used envelope) what came on my mind when I was hearing that:

a soldier with a backpack.

if I was to put any meaning to detail,

the tilted, unfastened helmet would imply disorder,

a product of battle.

of course,

the soldier should be more worn-out if in battle,

but I'll have to draw better for that.

espresso

made a full pot of espresso with the espresso pot for the first time

and I just drank all of it.

didn't intend to,

but just kept drinking.

I. am. so. pumped. with. energy.


goodness, I'm not going to enjoy the crash.

1980s

looking at photos of new york city in the 1980s,

abandoned cars lying around,

roads that lack maintenance,

subways full (like full in and out) of graffiti..

I think I saw pictures of the subway last time

and remarked how the subway system made a great improvement,

but I guess that applies to the whole city.

june

summer.

let's try to go to the beach at least once.

Father,

it seems that sometimes,

no matter how much I try to say the right thing,

I end up saying the opposite. 

help me gain wisdom.