Where should I go?

How do I move onward? 

Do I choose a direction myself and try if it works?

Do I blindly move forward?

Do I sit around and wait?

How do I know I'm going the right way?

And the winner is...

not me.

Today I believe that I felt the feeling that smokers get when they really want a smoke. 

It made me want to run to the store and start smoking myself.